Funerals, somehow its something that I try to escape every single time. But somehow, this one is one that I cannot run away from. I guess the most difficult part is letting go. Because once upon a time, you had a relationship with that person and its something that you cannot deny. No matter how you tell yourself not to cry, somehow you just do. But these tears are worth it.

I finally had sometime alone with Kaira. And I must admit that it was good. She knocked some sense into me. And I know that she’s that one person that can really do that. And she bought me a dress! A really pretty sun dress that according to her, doesn’t make me look fat because of the elastic bands at the right places. Yeah right. And she kept asking me to join dragon boat with her. I don’t want to die just yet. But we’re going to the gym soon. Kaira the personal trainer.

Talking to CS made me realize a lot of things. But I’ll clean up his shit. I don’t know how it comes down to this. But he’s some one I’d do this for. And Nick too. Just don’t ask me why.

I somehow find myself in a fix. Between two people. I don’t know what to do, and I don’t know how to react. Its been really long since I’ve been in a situation like this. And I don’t like it one bit.

Christmas is coming and I don’t feel the spirit. I take a walk anywhere and I see decorations and lights. And I know that its coming really shortly. I’m running out of ideas for gifts. And the lack of money seems to get to me too. I shouldn’t have treated people that won’t worth it.

I’ve been working more, hoping that I’d earn more money. I really have to update my wish list. And I really want to extend my comic collection.

Television has the weirdest shows. Seriously.

Somehow, they don’t seems to affect me. Rather, they seem to make me laugh aloud. Excellent choice of words I must say. I can’t believe that some people have such limited vocabulary.

Reality comes in a splash of cold water that forces you to wake up. As to how some people are really screwed in the head. You especially.

Alright, smoke break.

And you guys never to put it a point to put yourself in a situation if it happens to you. Which is why you'll never understand how it feels.
Don't put the blame on others and maybe take a look in the mirror. Because maybe then you'll see what an ugly person you are.

Hypocrites, you're all here for the very same reason.